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Monday, April 6, 2009
11:25 PM

when miss bday gal soon phaik wei said that this blog would die within 2 months, she wasn't kidding.

Been wanting to blog a bout a wole lot of stuff.

Futsal with classmates
Hospital placement
JPA interview
College stuff
Jamming with classmates
New lappie =D

Shaun wants to hire a professional blogger. Willing to give good pay. Any takers? Sigh. Guess not.

Time to start back on assignments. But then again, it never ended.

Friday, March 13, 2009
3:54 PM

8A1s and 1A2
Thank you, Lord!


Yea, it is the straight As that I was aiming for, but I know deep down that I really wanted that straight line down the result sheet. But oh wells =/

I'm know wishing that I took a few more subjects, cause chances of receiving a JPA scholarship with 9As is almost non-existant.

But still, my future is in Him, and in Him alone will I place my trust.


"Our soul waits for the Lord; He is our help and our shield.
For our heart shall rejoice in Him, because we have trusted in His holy name." Psalm 33:20-21


Wednesday, March 11, 2009
10:51 PM

This is me right now



Why did they had to come up with a thing known as "SPM Results"?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
11:12 PM

Being in college with a new batch of friends has been a real weird experience

Been going through every single day without a single argument or a big time conflict going on in class. So unlike what we had in high school.

Not that I'm complaining though, its the environment I've always dreamed of =p


After all this time, I begin to wonder. Were we ever a bunch of "close friends"? Friends who stuck by each other through thick and thin? Friends who always wanted to see each other achieve the best?


I really do wonder.


Oh well, it ain't too late to change. Or is it? If only all of us knew better back then. If only all of us could see how ruthless we were.

After so many years, all it takes is one argument and there goes the entire friendship out the window.
How can someone live with so much anger in their system?


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Ok pardon the weird sudden outburst. I guess SPM results are getting me uptight. Or its probably the great song by Nickleback thats been stuck in my head for the past week.

my best friend gave me the best advice
he said each day's a gift & not a given right
leave no stone unturned
leave your fears behind
& try to take the path less travelled by
that first step you take is the longest stride


if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you live each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
would you call those friends you never see?
reminisce old memories?
would you forgive your enemies?
would you find that one your dreaming of?
swear up & down to God above
that you'll finally fall in love?
if today was your last day


Such awesome lyrics no?


Monday, March 2, 2009
11:03 PM

What I have done since the last update.

Owned in L4D
Drove home for the 1st time
Got a new hp(finally!)
Went to USJ Homes for the last time T.T
Had many exams. Lul.

Anyway, exams and assignments are piling up, wont have much time to update this site. But ill try!

Saturday, February 21, 2009
9:57 AM

It's amazing how sometimes the simplest things could actually be so thought-provoking. Was reading an old poem my sister shared with me a long time ago, and it really stirred my spirit in a good way :)



Heaven's Grocery Store
I was walking down life's highway a long time ago.
One day I saw a sign that read Heaven's Grocery Store.
As I got a little closer, the door came open wide,
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.

I saw a host of angels; they were standing everywhere.
And one angel said," My child shop with care."
Everything a Christian needs was in the grocery store.
And all you couldn't carry you could come back the next day for more.

First I got some patience, love was in the same row.
Further down was understanding, you need that everywhere you go.
I got a box or two of wisdom, a bag or two of faith.
I just couldn't miss the Holy Ghost for He was all over the place.

I stopped to get some strength & courage to help me run the race.
But then my basket was getting full, but I remembered I needed some grace.
I didn't forget salvation for salvation was free.
So, I tried to get enough of that to save you and me.

Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill.
For I thought I had everything to do my Masters will.
As I went up the aisle, I saw prayer and just had to put that in.
For I knew when I stepped outside, I would run right into sin.

Peace and joy were plentiful, they were on the last shelf.
Song and praises were hanging near so I just helped myself.
I asked, How much do I owe?
He just smiled and said, just take them everywhere you go.

Then I said, How much do I really owe?
He smiled and said, My child, Jesus paid your bill a long time ago.

Written by: Ron DeMarco & Friend

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I kinda figured out that I really need those things in my life. I might not be perfect, but I'm still trying :)

The line that really brought me to tears was this line:

I didn't forget salvation for salvation was free.
So, I tried to get enough of that to save you and me.



Basically because it really speaks of what I've been doing for years, trying to help save the lives of others, although succeeding in some, yet still unable to do so for 2 very special people.
God, is the salvation around me really enough?

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
3:25 PM

Its feels weird going for dinner with only 4 ppl in the car
Its feels weird to not go into her room at night and remind her to switch off the modem.
It feels weird that no one is sleeping in the small couch in the afternoons.

Eventhough I do not show it, I really miss her. I do.

Who?

Shaun

-mildly sophisticated, yet constantly lacking complexity

-fully aware, yet conceives impracticalities

-owned by and for Christ who strengthens me

Speak



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*Germae
*Hakky
*Ingrid
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*Jeremy Yap
*Jessica
*Jie Juan
*Joel Vijay
*Jonathan
*Justina
*Kaelvin
*Keith
*Kylie
*Li Teng
*Matthew Chan
*Mun Teng
*Pastor Andy
*Philip
*Samuel Chew
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*Shermaine
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*Whitey
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*Zhen Yhue


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